Why does he keep calling me?
I told him it was over!
He told me he still loved me,
But I’m in love with someone else.
He said he thought he was my first love,
But I said I found my one true love.
He came knocking at my door, I opened up and asked what he wanted?
He smiled at me as he said, “I’m going to get you back. You loved me once, and I’ll make you love me again”
With a grin on my face, I sat him down and said; listen to me…
“When we were together, I was young and naïve. I thought you had everything I wanted, but I was obviously mistaken. You took me out, you gave me money, and I liked you for that. You gave me all the attention I needed, you spoke the sweetest words to me, and I soon feel in love with you. I was in love so I give it up to you. Yes I gave up my most priced possession; my innocence; my virginity. You defiled my inner being every night and I could not get enough of you. I got your name tattooed on my shoulder to show everyone that you were mine. Years went by, and my love for you grew stronger each day until I eventually lost myself in you.
All of this changed the day we found out that I was pregnant with your seed. You walked away without once looking back, leaving me to bear the burden by myself. You deserted me with a broken heart!!! I despised you with a passion! I hated you even more with every breath I took.
Just when I thought I had nothing to live for, there he was standing and smiling like a mystery waiting to unfold. I turned around in shame, because I felt worthless and undeserving of anything good. I was pregnant, alone, and just blatantly disgusted with myself. I told him to go away because I was nothing but trouble, but he wouldn’t leave. He pulled me close to him and kissed my tears away. He held me in his arms and gently whispered into my ear, saying, “It will be okay dear”. An amazing feeling of relief and safety overcame me as I sunk into the comfort of his arms, and I actually believed him!!!
Where has this man been all my life? I quietly thought to myself. I was pregnant, alone, defiled, dreggy, and he still wanted me. Yes he wanted me along with all my foibles. He didn’t care about my past. All he wanted was to be my present and my future. He promised to help me through my pregnancy and even raise my child with me, and all he wanted in return was for me to love him back. He promised me the whole world just for my heart?? Needless to say, I jumped on the offer and my life was back to normal almost instantaneously. His love brought meaning into my life; it made my problems seem non-existent; it replaced all of my pain and sorrow with joy and hope. He gave me everything you gave me and much more! He exemplified the true meaning of unconditional love and I am forever indebted to him for that.
So if you are asking if I will take you back, my answer is HECK NO!!! I have found the person I want to share the rest of my life with. I have found true love and his name is JESUS!!!! So world, to me you do not exist anymore. You are my Ex-boyfriend! You get it, ex- as in past, forgotten, ancient history. Jesus is my man now. He is MY LOVE, MY JOY, MY HAPPINESS, and MY EVERYTHING!!! His name is engraved on the tablet my heart and tattooed all over my body. He is very protective of me, and he doesn’t like his baby being bothered. So I suggest you leave right now if you don’t want to deal with his wrath.
Stay blessed and spread the word.